In skul today... stress up wif DnT folio.. Finishing.... construction drawing and product development... still lots to do sey... luckily my artefact finish already.. or else.. more stress sey.. btw HAPPI NCC DAY!!! hmm... after DnT extra class i went to help out wif the Ncc gals... gosh! temper naik sey ngn budak-budak sec2 ni.. perangai semcm sey... don't think dat we sec4 have step down u all wanna slack ah gals!!! don't show me dat attitude! cos i once a cadet and i know wat u r thinking and feeling!! U want us to respect u but u never even respect us as ur seniors! ehk! wake up ur bloody idea lah... U DON'T DEMAND RESPECT BUT U EARN IT!!! Get it!! Fuck Off lah u ppl!!! get a life man! Up to the Sec3 gals now to control them.. Even their own PC gave up on it!!! god! u all realli dun have the respect for us... one day if u get a grp of cadet like ur attitude... u knw how we feel! hais.. after skul.. alek ngn wanny,Zul ngn suhaila(sec3)... relak-relak jer... den we went back home... tired.. Monday Youth Day! No skul for the studentz... but me?! have to get back to skul.. haiss.. naseb-naseb..

Not much in skul today... Only when Mr Ridzuan crack some jokes wif us.. Wanny kener sindir rabak sey ngn Cikgu.. hehehe... Wany.. JUNe dah nk dekat habis ni! kakakaa... After skul.. Went along wif Naq,Lyn,Wany,Zul,Fitri,YL and Janson... Go smoke ah.. hehee... Notty lil liz... Yuxx!! Smoke.. Smoke.. Puff... and poohh... haahaax! im talking crap..

Weeeheeezzz.... NCC DAY on THIS Friday.... 30th July 2006! Last Ncc Day wif the seniors and mates.... Saadd sey.... haisss...

Wat a looong day today in skul! Gosh! im freaking tired.. P.E tyme fuuni sey... all of us fighting over a treadmill... ahackz! Sori cliffy i gotta run ferst.. hahazz... Ladies Ferst! keekeee... kwangzx3 Freaking Mr Yeo! waste my precious $2 to buy tat file! i have it at home lahh!!!! Aiya!! why can't u just listen to us ferst! And Fanaa was like "God! $2 can buy 20 seaweed sia!" haaahaaaa... and den during self-study period.. Fitri,Mahathir and I went to DnT... touch up our project... Lacquer abit... and Mahathir accompanied me to keep my stuff... And.. tat bloody Fitri... He touched the door of the Workshop tat had just painted.. and his hand is covered wif dust!!!! eeeeee! geram nyer! He go and wiped his hand on My Uniform!!! Mak oitz! germa semacam sak kat budak ni tao! den Mahathir and I left him alone in the Workshop and we get back to class... went home wif Feeqa,Zian,Niss,Jia chi and Fanaa!!! hahaha.. cian fanaa ngn feeqa.. kedai fries tutup lah... heeheee.. the Weather soooo HOT sey!!! Gosh!! Miss my didi lah !!! sooo much!!! Luv ya! Take Care! Chao!

25 June 06 went to Punggol wif zain... met up feeqa at her nek's place.. finish up all our hmwk... I burst into laughter when i saw feeqah's cuzzy wearing a flowery pants... Haaahaaaa... (her cuzzy is a guy btw..) and after finishing all the hmwk... After dat.. we went to Far East.. rounding-rounding a while... and Buzz Off frm there... We went to Tangs.. We saw MR RAZAK!!!! Waaahh... so cute lah he... hahahaaaa... gah beli-beli barang wif his wife.. Den we went to Heeren... At last Zian got her shirt... Haiizzz... tired ah... sat a while.. and dis two mat stand in front of us.. kalau cute tkper jugk... heheee... aiyo! block my view jer to watch MTV!!! And den we went to Cineleisure... and we saw MR RAZAK AGAIN!!!! i tink he saw me... as he walked pass us... he buy drink at LJS... after dat dah tk nampak dier lagik dah... we walked to Taka... and go home! at home.. watch tv a while.. and thought wanna sleep early but den... i can't sleep sey.. haizzz... luckily got Didi to teman me.. heeeheee... Thks Dearie!! ended up sleeping at 1+ am.. Now i knw how fair i am! hehee... adeq! u soo dark.. heeheee.. kwangx3! 26 June 06 Woke up in the mawning... gosh! i dun believe it tat today skul open!!! *YAWN** sleepy sey... i looked like a zoombie! mawning flag raising like S*** sey!! all of us have to sing the anthem and skul song for 3 tymes!!! org dah gantok-gantok bis nk kener nyanyi lagik... bodo sak ni principal! dah lah skola mcm KINDERGATDEN! Skul building the color like eeeewwww!!!! My room color is nicer sey! Yellow! Yux!!! hell NO!! In class.. ferst lesson of the dae.. Physics! yeah! luckily i can focus... den math, mak oitz! mengantok giler babi! bla bla bla bla after recess we had our MT.. UPDATES!!!!!! 17 JULY-PREP EXAM 19 JULY-ORAL(N LEVEL) 4 AUG- PRELIM!!! 5 SEPT-N LEVEL EXAM!!!!! arghhh.... menyeram kan sey.. a few days ajer... Eng lesson our NEW teacher.. Mr Yeo.. cikgu ni MAUT sak dier masok class!!! pekik.. pekik.. pekik jer dier tao! some of his action is very funny.. haahaa... he shouted and Wani was soo shocked!! hahahahahaa... kwangx3 dah lah... dun wanna talk bout skul! BORING BORING BORING!!!!!! Gd Nitz.. Gd Bye!!! Gue mau tido dongz! Chao Sin Chi! Taking Care.. btw... Today is SYED AZMIR'S B'DAE!!!

So nobody going out today... Hmmmm.... All postpone to another day.. ok lah... got tis guy.. dunno who.. suddenly add me at frenster and msn.. and he asked me to msg him! Gosh! weirdoz.. Nice pharse.. "Love lyfe is so wonderful when u knw how to manage tyme together..."-Feeqah "Jgn selalu penting kan perasaan dan hati sendiri dan selalu melukakan hati org lain terutama sekali dengan org yg tercinta..."-Odisi "Manusia memang selalu macam gini.Kalau ada di depan mata buat tidak endah.Tetapi biler tiada baru diingati dan di ambil berat."-Odisi "Beauty is having a gerl/lady who handles her guy beautifully."-Didi "Hearts will never be practical,until they are made unbreakable."-Didi "All we need to survive is one person who love us."-Lost "Love is a long road to go down and even longer to walk back up alone!"-Unknown Source Some phrases to share wif u peepz out there! Take care ppl!

Thursday.... haiss... Monday.. dah bukak skul.. it shud be 1 July den skul open lah.. better sey.. den it is called 1 mth break! aiyoo.... Math fail ah! toots... Ka Ba bOOOOOM!!! Kuang kuang kuan... Hmwk... hmwk.. and more hmwk... history hmwk.. too much la... Stress tao!! tau tk !!! eeee... arggghhh.... wooots... toootz.. dah lah... nk uat hmwk... TAKING CARE!!!! Chao Sin Chi!

Yesterday went to Feeqa hse wif Zian... hmm... ferst of all... Watch Anugerah Skrin... Cos i didn't get to watch the Boot Camp.. haahaaaa.. klakar sey... fandy hilang wallet muker cramp.. shah relax jer... main pool... cool uh! yeah! den after dat we watch... Police Academy.. Yea! my fav citer... all tyme fav... Switch off the Tv and Study... Study... Study... Study... Gosh!!! bloody gums.. AChed again.. Shushh!! luckily can finish some of the hmwk.. Best of all!!!!!!! I LOST MY MATH HMWK!!! YEAHHHH!!!! Kuang..kuang...kuang... ka ba booomm! den met mum and cuzzy... went to Geylang.. Beli Cd lah.. The Syiok Habis2!!! U knw y i bought it?! Cos... Ader Khairil... Syed Azmir and B8.. hahax! den we went to the Banquet.. gosh!! i cannot eat ah... dunno wat to eat.. but den im hungry.. haish!!! mkn soup jer lah... hmm.. yumm.. Met adek at the basketball court... and watch soccer... haha.. German won!!! yeah!!! yipeee... Sori ah wani.. tk kluar ngn kau nari... Gue sakit Deh! Slamat lah kwn-kwn ku.. Taking Care ppl!!!

Here's My Bintan story... (as sum1 keep asking me for tat) heheheheee.... 14-16 June... Pack my stuff already.. but at ferst dun feel like going uh... den pikir-pikir alek... gi jer lah... reach at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal ard 10+am... took our boarding tickets and queue to get in... Bloody aunties!!! cut the bloody long queue... a couple behind us said.. "Aunties ah! the queue is behind leh..." Those aunties just ignored us and move to the front... im soo pissed off wif them... i just said it out loud.. "Wat to do S'porean basic lah... Kanchiong for nothing.. especially ah mas like tis... Going Batam wats the rush!!!" the couple behind me laughed.. correct wat i said wat! the couple behind non stop scolding the aunties not to cut the queue.. at last she gave up and said to us.. "Why is it only me is bitching around here! haahaaa... both of u young ppl realli have the patient towards theses aunties..." the guy said,"Wat to do my mum was like dat too..." my cuz and i just giggle at him... heeheee... so he admitted... get into the ferry.... lots of ppl was sea sick sey... cian dorang... Reached at the Bintan Terminal... queueing at the immigration... dis indonesian policeman checked my passport... and said "Anda s'porean?" i was like "Yer.." he told us dat he got relatives at S'pore... friendly sey! den took the shuttle bus to our hotel.. Nirwana Resort Hotel... wen u arrived there... the people welcome u very warmly... U knw wen ader org kahwin... when the bride and groom arrived got tat group of ppl playing tat kind of music/sound... its exactly the same!!!! then walk-walk around the resort... and check in.. S'pore tyme is 1hr earlier den Indonesia's tyme... So slow lah the tyme!!! i hate it... Den took some pics by the beach.. and the pool.... talking bout the beach and pool... the beach is just in front of the pool!!! while ur swimming at the pool u can also enjoy the scenery of the beach... its realli cool!! at the pool there is also a bar... there is Ja Cu Zie too.. (sorri i dunno how to spell it out!!) after dat... we went to have our dinner... i was tired,no mood at tat tyme... so i told cuzzy to enjoy herself out there while i just sit in the room and watch Tv and bare wif my emos... Haiss... Rise n Shine for me!!! Siap-siap early in the mawning... Have our breakfast at the restaurant.. den we balek bilek... wait till 12+ and buzz off to Pasar Ole-Ole.. Guess wat i saw!!! sumting dat cheer me up.. Adidas beg.. Original.. Cost $9.90!!! wooww!!! and i bought it.. brown color.. bought for adek too... black color... U can never get a nice wrap skirt for only $4 in S'pore.. haahaax... shopping abes sey!! den.. get back to the resort and i buzz off to the pool... put tat sad flg out of me... and try to be happi... Swim-swim... gok guys play volleyball... Cool sey!!! while swimming... i saw dis guy he look like malay but den... he eurasian,chinese... but rit... His hairstyle make me sway... wuhhooozz... Nice sey!! Emo Punky hairstyle... fuuh!! sungguh memikat kan.. luckily he wore Board shorts not swimming trunk... keeekeeeekeeee.... actualli dis guy frm the Tanah Merah Terminal i saw him... i tink he saw me looking at him... Gosh! I was blushing down there... and... he gave me this cute lil smile... hahahax! so cutez... heheheeee... i told my cuz... "Cute sey dat guy! like malay.." and cuz was like "u little sicko! he's eurasian,chinese... " and i was like... So wat! can convert wat.. haiss... gasak lah.. after dat.. we went to the beach and looked at the sun to set... nice... lots of hermit crabs... the sand.. so soft lah!!! on the way to return back the towels... dis guy walk beside me... and start talking to me... and me.. Layan kan ajer... hahahaaa... talk-talk and i've made a new fren... heheheee.... My cuzzy was like "OMG! This gerl... wherever she goes there must be sum1 to talk to her...and got a new fren..." and here i go.."Of cos lah.. Org frenly per... Ramai kwn tk sesat Jalan per... Jelez ke pe!!" haaaahaaaa.... wat a sicko i am... rush back to my room to get a warm bath... as the night is very cold!!! took a very gd rest.... as the next day going hme!!! yeah!! the day tat i've been waiting for... No HP nO Life!!! Had my last Breakfast there... and we met my cuz's fren... gosh her baby so adorable sey!!! Play-play wif dat baby... Gosh wats his name!! haahaaaxx... His ferst swim at Bintan pool... Cute!! so chubby-mybby.. and den... left Bintan... and Here comes S'pore!!! ferrry namer klakar sey... Ari Banbang... and i was like "Asal tk Ari Wibowo skali kan grand!" cuzzy was like "Karot jer tao budak ni..." Happi-happi nk alek ni... ferst stop!!! my room.. On computer... Check frenster... Hp.. check msg... weheeezz... And Now here i am back to my daily life!!!

When it hurts soo much... Hate me all u want... Curse me all u want... Cos i know... I'm nothing to u...

Im off to Bintan tomorow!!! Yeah!! Out of S'pore... No skul,hmwk,studies,shouts and parents!!! Yipeee... Ahahckz! Sori ah gals.. Wen i get back i promised will go out wif u peepz... Saturday lah kluar... Okiez?! Last Sunday was a reunion for all of us... Cousins,Aunys,Uncle all get together... Pagi-pagi mawning dah ader.. Reunion Breakfast... kekekekekeeee.... Adeq,Abg and Me was soo sleepy... the three of us slept at our seat... aper tk gantok... 3 pagi dah angon and rush to hospital sey... Nenek klakar sey.. Dah masok hospital lagik bleh uat lawak!!! kiter smuer gelak cam nk giler... ishk2-ishk... kurang asam nyer cucu... den i went back home.. refresh.. and went to feeqah's place.. feeqah's dad crack a joke while we are having our lunch... "How do the indians communicate wif each other??" all of us was like... "huh?! wat?!" den wif some giggles... he said.. "Thru INFRARED!!!!" haaaahaaaaa..... basket sak... mentang-mentang lah indians got dots on their forehead... and its red and other colours... they called it.. "Infrared!!!" KAKAKAKA... den went back to hospital... Fuh! my other cousins are all here!!! Yipee!! so we took turns to jager our anak sdare.. aiyozz... "umur baru 16 dah kener jager baby and toddlers ke.." my abg sdare sindir like this!!! idiot! bukan nk tolong... "cian dier.. hahaaa..." Jaga2... ketawa2.. and i saw my platoon mate!!! Irwan!!! at last we met!!! kat hospital.. aahaahaaa... he oso laugh at me... bangau u!! he laugh and laugh till kener marah ngn mum dier.. hehehee... padan muker... den he sms me... member tukar num tk bilng sey... k lah! Chao Sin Chi!!!

Hi Guddy Mawning!!! heehee... can't sleep ar... btw.. GERMANY WON!!! Yipee.. hero never play.. mendak sey... haishh.. luckily got some peepz online.. and make new frens... macam-macam org lah... kind of liking guys wif emo-punk hairstyle is cute... macam-macam lah si liizurr ni.. last tyme spikey-mikey... (still remains!!) Simply cute lah... Haizzz... zzzzzzzzzz...

Yiiipeeee!!!! My Trash Compactor is... DONE!!! Yeaahh!! afew sketches to make and detail development... and there it is my final project is done... Happi happi mypii... heeheeheee... btw enjoy the song.. Say Goodnight bt Click five!!! Chao Sin Chi!!!!

Click five Rox!!! cute too.. haahaa...

SHOUTING MY WHOLE HART OUT!!!! ARGGHHHH!!!!!!! I'm bored wif my life... hate my life... why is the world is soo unfair?! WHY!!!! tell me!!! Why!!! Why!!! my world is soo dull now.. why is dis happening to me... and the only word is... WHY!!!! Wat Zain n Feeqa told me.. was soo true... Let me keep it to myself... all those sorrow and pains... Don't EVER ask me WHY!!! as i won't be bother to explain it to u... Behind every smile.. Lies its sadness..

im tired!!! exhausted!!! fed up!!! wif my project werk... stop modifing those ideas and mechanism!!! u making me confused... u change once more.. i swear i will not gonna do it!! trust me!!! oh gosh!!! i hate dis to happen... arguements... haisshh... wat shud i say... my evening is gone... thks alot!! I'm always in the wrong... yar.. my fault.. my fault.. blame me... always me... me.. and me!!! y must it happen?? Y... eeee... arghh... im sick bout tat issue.. get over it.. plesh! understand my situation... can?! if ur bored of me.. tell me!!! i'll appreciate it... where r u fai!!!??

get back home wif my left eye swollen.. as the plastic chip get into my eye.. is damn painful!!! Luckily it can be removed... Haiisszz.. disadvantages of being a DnT student is.. u have to face lots of INJURIES and CUTS... Yarr.. tats wat i get.. Next week have to come for Folio.. gosh!!! 3rd Week sey.. still got skul.. better still no holiday!!! Urgghh!!!

thie two hottie guys really brighten up my day.... Gosh!! i knw am crazy... Gal maner bleh tk suker ngn dua jejaka hensem and cutez ni... dah lah tu... pandai plak tu... saper lagik kalau bukan... Shah Iskandar and Junaidi.. Namer tk style tkper...

He is Witty, Optimist, Hardworking, Never gives up and always willing to learn! He's my guy...(Perasaan lah pulak!! hehehee)

He is kelakar seram... love to try his own fusion recipe... cool arr...

BOTH HAIRSTYLE GEREK LAHH!!!!!!

Went to skul back... For DnT.. tot my werk piece gonna finish soon.. but den... he added a few more mechanism to it.. Irritating sey!!! Fitri was being sooo mooronic just now... took my mp3 and pretend dat he never do anything... bloody hell.. Play catching in the DnT workshop... haaahaaaa.. being a small kid for a while.. (as to get my mp3 back) Irfan,Hazwan and me... was soo pissed off wif Mr Lou.. keep adding stuff to our project werk and changing it.. whenever it is going to finish... haissshh... they are streching it till friday... oh mann!!! tiring lah... 8 hrs of DnT.. Got a cut on my finger... thks to dat rasp file... so sharp.. damn tiring... wif all dat screwing.. drilling.. sawing.. drawing.. haisshh... all bcos of N level..

I think im soo crazy just now.. right fiqah n zian??!!! heeeheee... yarr... weird sounds... tat i made make them burst into laughter.. haahaaa.. tats what i like!!! weeeheeee... Im crazy over Fossil watches... gosh!!! and converse shoes... tat green camo,brown,orange shoe!!! arrggghhh... weeeheeee... im mad.. haahaaa... afterall i had lots of fun!!! Planning to buy Zaza a b'dae present... Very cool one.. heeheee... look out Zaza...

Congrats to all Part C gals and bois!!! Its ok if u didn't get 2nd SGT as wat u get is at u arned for the past 3-4 days course... Don't feel lousy if u get 3rd SGT... Doesn't mean tat a 3rd SGT is nothing... Prove to others tat u r better den the 2nd SGT... i once at ur position.. i knw how u feel... Right Wanny??!! Cry.. is the only thing u can do.. but tat won't help at all.. Relax yarr... there is always Senior Specs.. Go for it.. Gosh! Yesterday's P.O.P really brings back our memories... and Wanny cried... cos of those memories... after dat cool her down and have a chat wif the bois... as i dunno wat to say wif the gals... the boys are better... got 3rd SGT and said "at least i got my rank then remaining as a Corporal!!!" Yeah!! dis is wat i wanna hear... Appreciate wat u get.. den went back wif the Cadets.. haahaaa.. Izzat and bro crack tis stupid joke... but damn funny... heeeheee... went back wif bro.. treat him bubble tea and nugget... den went back home... Happi sey he... heeeheee... he look so cute wearing my beret!!!

Yesterday wen to Cuzzy's place for dinner... Waited for Abg to wake up... Slippy head!!! Go pancing lagik mlm2... heheee... tu lah never bring me along kan dah tk leh angon... weeeheeee... Wake him up like crazy... den have dinner wif him... heeeheee... cute lah he!!! Wif his new hair style.. Emo Punk.. haizz... Mcm2 lah... den have a chat wif him... and his adek jealous.. cos i never layan him.. padan muker.. org belikan paddle pop tk nk share... heeheee.. cute lah budak kecik ni merajok.. namer nyer budak umur 3 thn.. adorable!!! weeeheee... Den abg have to leave us.. as he going out to play sepak takraw... takraw tk abis2... den after a while.. kak ain alek... love her hp lh.. weeheee... got a new pair of sneakers (GALLAZ)... frm Kak ain.. Thks sis... den went back home... And today.. ferst period DnT... tot gonna finish up my project by this week.. but den On Mon have to come back... tkper lah... N level nyer pasal.. Next period... SS and HISTORY... Gosh!!! borimg siol!!! As usual.. sit at the back and msg ppl... wanny listening to mp3... haisshh.... den suddenly the whole class was so noisey.. dunno why... i was shocked too.. den Mrs Teo shouted at us.... Sot man dis chicher!!! den she shout and shout... wei jun and clifford as usual.. will argue back... wei jun was sent out of the class.. haisshh.. den she nag n nag n nag... blah.. blah.. blah... she said dis "What if in the N level exam,questions frm Book 3 is out but not frm Book 4??!!!" i was soo pissed off and just say... "Better what! at least the whole understnd Book 2 better den Book 4!" Jus say out tat phrase.. she shouted at me dis... "You get out of my class now!!!" So wat Big Deal ar!!! get out better.. fresh air.. No noise... den wei jun said.. "Take your bag out lah.. easy to go recess.." i went back in and heard she say dis "Why must she say dat?!" Gosh!!! she can ask the class some more... so slow man dis chicher!!! Cam nk kener Soot jer!!! arrrgghhh!!! den i just shouted at her... "Because we understand our Sec 3 work better den what you are teaching us Now!!!" Den i just walk out the class... and the whole class was cheering!!! weeeheee.. Hey im speaking out the facts!!! if u wanna accept it or not its all up to u lah... den she confront me... Talk wat u want to me.. report me as being rude.. as long as im satisfied for wat i've done... TELLING THE FACTS!!!! after all dat... English period... Ms Fernandez is leaving.. Gosh!! the song tat she sang to us was so touching... Miss you chicher!!! Love yarr!!! Went back home and out again... Go bugis.. walk here and there... Bought the beg.. nice... heeheee.. k lah... tired uh... Nitezz... Happi Anniversary dear... Chao Sin Chi babeez...

Happi-myppi... muaahaahhaaa.. wat sey dat phrase?? heeheee... Knuckle head! weeee.. So SAT is the POP... I wonder wat rank my lil bro get... hmm... 2nd SGT or 3rd SGT??!! hEy!!! the day dat i'll prove my math teacher wrg!! i can do those sums yar!!! tat test will prove it... watch out! U look down on me... Its ok.. I'll let my results prove everything... Btw i hate ur lesson!!! and now im in love wif... PHYSICS!!!! Yeah.. the best subject of all.. weeeheee.. Mr Yappy u rox!!! Btw "Mr Geek In da Pink" today is soo hot!!! ahhaahaa.. Its Mr Razak actualli.. Oh yarr!!! Btw.. ehk ppl,Anugerah Skrin oso rox okay!!! It rox bcos they got macho man like SHAH.. ASHMI..JUNAIDI and SUFIAN... Watch out for the next big thing.. heeeheeee Not only Anugerah.. got hot macho man.. heeheee its ok.. im crapping ard onli..

WuuHoozzz!!!!

Chao Sin Chi babee!!!

HAPI 16TH B'DAE ZIAN!!!! zian its not the end of the world... Just proceed ur life w/o him as he left u... i knw how u feel.. cheer up yar gal!!! Love U!!!