a great experience.

The loveliest day ever.

The newest cat in the house;Kembang!!! Cute right?!

The Girl Who Wakes Me Up at 5am In The Morning Just To Watch DORA THE EXPLORER!!!

& For This Boy.We Spent The Day By Playing Games;DOTA & Watched BEN TEN!!!

Having Bedtime With Them Is So Cuddly!!

Baby Zetty Is The Newest Sunshine Member In The Family.. Muaah.. Muaah!

Thank god darling could book out last night. Something happened at home & he's the only one that could help us.At first Adek thought bie was playing around with him at the window since he heard voices. But no. It wasn't him. Adek came up to me and asked if i heard anything since i was at the living room. So i said No as i didn't hear anything. He asked me to sit at the computer chair and so i did. Yes!! I heard it too!! A few seconds,darling arrived. Both of us was shocked. Adek thought it was him that was making the weird sounds a few minutes back. But it can't be him because he just arrived. I was so scared that i won't move from my seat.
Adek told darling about it. Since darling had a third eye he knew what was going on.&&He saw that "thing".He described it to us. Gosh!!!

Before adek could finished his sentence,he told us what he saw earlier. He saw a black cat at the void deck while waiting for the lift. He took the lift and climbed the stairs and saw the same cat again.Its weird. He told us not to enter the room. He switched on all the lights.We sat at the kitchen and talk.Adek was too scared to even to take his drink in the room.I took for him and suddenly the monitor turns blank. I walked out as quikly as i could.I told bie. I don't know what he did in the room and he said we could enter already. As we chat,he seems to be uneasy. The 'thing' is still around. We called our uncle and everything was back to normal. Luckily,non of us s being possessed.Dear,thanks for the company through out the night.I pitied him. He slept at 3am and woke up at 5am to go back to camp.Haiish!! I'm left with 14 days from now. ILY.

What mistake did we make till she need to make us suffer like this?!

Her presence is driving me nuts. She appeared out of no where and there she goes accusing you for no reason. I do have that jealousy feeling when i heard she's out with Mama but i know who am i to get jealous with. She know you better than i do. I can't deny that. 3yrs of relaionship is very long. Way too long for your family to accept the fact that the both of you have broke up. I know its difficult to convince Mama and Baba that i love you. I hope you're the one for me because i'm sick and tired of going around to find one. Once i had you by my side on 010707, i'd made a promise to myself;to take a good care of you,stay faithful and love you whole heartedly & hoping that you're the one. I hope you will be strong! Stand up for your rights! I'm confident enough that you're not wrong.Please proof me and the rest of them that she's wrong. Like what Azzar said. You need to be confident darling!!! In order to really show to them that you've change and the bottom line is to PROOF that its NOT yours. Please! I need you to be confident.I don't want you to pay anything for her. She did it,she bear the consequences.Who is she to you that you want to bear all the cost?! If she's nothing,please don't. Keep that money for your own usage. Maner maruah you sebagai seorang lelaki if you were to bear the cost. She's only your Ex! You didn't do it. Its NOT yours and so don't do it please!!! Don't give her a single cents.& Kau sebagai seorang perempuan,maner MARUAH kau?! Tak tau malu ke aper?! Datang rumah orang tanpa di jemput dah tu declare bender yang bukan-bukan?! Murah sangat ke aper?! I'm confuse. I don't know what to do.I'm angry,sad,confuse,frustrated and lots. I wish i could bash her up and step her as if she's a little ant!! Urgh!! Why must there be someone that will come and act as a hurdle to block all the happiness that we're having?! Why can't they just be happy and leave us alone?! Tonnes of question came up to my mind. What if Mama were to force you to marry her or to enggage you with her? Am i prepared to lose you?? Are all this another challenge from Allah to challenge our trust and faithfullness towards each other??? She might asked her "friends" to bash you up. Haisshs!!! Bie,you just started to change but people refused to give you the chance to be a better person. I guess they like to look at the old Zul that they used to know. The hot-tempered,the stubborn,the gangster,the no-smile or laughter guy. I guess they love you to be like that but i don't. I know you're changing although it takes such a long time but i could see th different. You're not having that hot-temper attitude,not active anymore and i could always hear your laughter and see your smile. Isn't it better?! But they don't want you to change cause why?! They haven't see the new you. Just remember this,I'm always by your side and i'm always supporting you. Another 1 week left. I'm left with only a week to spent my time with you. After that one week you're off to Taiwan. You left me all alone here. Although i felt so reluctant to let you go,i'll pray for your safety and health when you're there. 13 APRIL,the worst day ever. 14 April,the day that i've start a new life in a new school. I can say that the first day in school is the most suckiest day ever. Feeling so sad and lonely and plus no friends in the same course is even hurtful. Let's stay strong, & proof them wrong!

I love you no matter what;Muhd Zulkifli bin Shazali.

Another great day.

Last Saturday was the most happening day ever. Three new kids in the block!!! Afdal,Fadhly and Amirul. I was shocked. East guys & girls rocks la Ciner! HAHA! Baby fetched me from work & we're off to my place. He took his dinner while i dressed up. Waited for adek's call and we're off. Settled the bills at Singtel & met with Baby's friend,Sulwan. Weird name uh?! HAHA! I saw his Ex. HAHA! Kurang ajar la you.

I don't know why but adek is starting to be a little bit of fanatic! I hate this. We took cab to Hougang to sent Sulwan's gf home and proceed to Kampung Melayu. There were 2 accident happened at PIE. Gosh!!! The dead body was just beside the cab that i was in. Eee! Scary and Yucky. Both lane 1 & 3 was involved in the accident and so we're stuck in lane 2. At Lane 1 was two cars and 2 motorbike was involve. While 2 cars and a bike was involved in Lane 3. Pity them. Since Sulwan is going off to India the next morning he joined us for that night.I didn't know where the clans is going. I accompanied Sulwan to the toilet.After that we met Ciner and the rest.

I was shocked when that "C.Ronaldo" guy was there.His name is Fadhly.Cuteness! He's 18 this year!! He's 1990! Ahaha! I wonder when is his b'day. HEHE! He kept smiling and i smiled back and baby just can't stop pinching me. SAKET LA! We had this hunting moment on the search for any last bus to Habourfront. There is but we had to go to City Hall first. In the bus, they just can't stop disturbing Yazzid. Zizid Kepit!! HEHE! Abg Yoyoz was already waiting for us. In the end,i got to know we're going Power House again. Thought of calling Zenette down but i didn't.

Abg Yoyoz was happy that i went down.We got problems! Yazzid can't enter because he wore 3/4. So he went Mustafa to buy a pair of long pants. After that all of us entered and Sulwan started everything. Told ya i want to watch you dance. Finally,i catched you in action baby. Sebodohnyer,you went up to the platform and dance! Of course i can see you dance baby! I love the way he moves!!! Aaaw! I can say that he's all fired up because Fadhly and Sulwan won't stop dancing with me. I am not a good dancer.That day was Fadhly's first time to club. Like what iffa says,move to the beat. Afdal is a great dancer too. A fight almost break out there cos of a guy who pushed Abg Yoyoz down.

Luckily there isn't any fight. We're off to West Plaza that morning. We slacked over at Afdal's house. I slept and woke up realising that baby was by my side. I saw Fadhly was there too. He slept like a pig.While Yazzid & Ciner was disturbing Afdal & Amirul. HAHA!

Then baby send me to work. We had breakfast at Mr Bean. There he revealed everything out. Regrets.Thats the conversation topic. He wants to end this life. The life of being a fighter. Going around town bashing up kids who might have a bright future ahead. He regret. Its difficult to end it. I understand bie. This way of life will end soon but i don't have the courage to see you when you're hurt. When there's a will,there's a way. Thanks for taking care of my brother like as if he's yours darling. Thanks alot! :) ILY!

After work,met baby over at his place. He dressed up and we're off to my place. He ate and all. Darling,what is Ayam Masak Merah if its not spicy?! You're so weird la. Mum kept laughing while he was eating. HEHE! Kental ah you,tak kuat pedas!!! He advised adek not to be so fanatic because he acting like one. && He revealed everything out. Tears rolled down from his cheeks. Aaaw! Cutenyer. See adek,don't be like him. He regret to be in it. Please!

The tired look&New shade. :)

Our SLEEPY face!!!!

PS: Iffa!!! B'day present postpone ehk!! Sorry!

Yesterday was the first day that i worked with Wani. HAHA! Kecoh rabak. As usual la kan. The forces re-unite. Searching for extra pants is really difficult. Luckily there was a pant in the toilet so we took that ones and replaced it with the dirtied one. Jahat siol. The mastermind was me.

After work,we washed up and meet up the clans. I miss them truck loads! It was a good decision that i left him (You know who).We thought of watching Step up 2 but majority of us watched already plus Iffah have no cash for it. Second decision was to have dinner at Seoul Garden but Khai was too lazy to even walk. We decided to watch it at Cathay but the timing sucks. As Nesaar have to go off by 7pm.

At Cathay we saw a "Spiderman" in the making.HEHE!! KLAKAR RABAK!ROFLOL!!!Walked back to PS.There we saw Afiq. AAAW!!He remembers me. I was so glad. We had dinner at BK.Ismail hated hime so much. At BK he talks about him.His boastful manners and actions. I do agree. He is like that. I can't help it.

Mum called.Nobody taking care of her. Adek went out. I had to make a decision. I left the group. I misses them so much and i had to leave them so fast. The fun was just about to start and miss all that. Haish! Back at home,my adek was already at home. Pathetic!!! I f i know i didn't leave them.

I went out again and meet baby at West Plaza. Luckily i went there or else Akimee will be alone. HAHA! We saw this guy named Fadhly. He is so damn fcuking handsome. He got this look exactly like C.Ronaldo. I know most of you won't believe me. I swear he looks like him. Akimee and i just couldn't take our eyes of him. He have the look,the skill, the height,the body and the lips!!! Aaaaaw!!! He's so cute. && Bf aku punyer bahlol,badan berpeluh-peluh pergi pelok aku!!! EEw! Bangau!!!

Ciner:"Kalau sayang,kau peluk dier la zard!"

Akimee:"Kau tk nk peluk Cak,aku peluk amcm?!"

Lizz:"Ehk!!! Maner bleh.. Baby aku siol!!! (i hugged him)"

Shish!!! So yucky. HAHA!!! Nice smell ehk baby.Yazzid stop laughing at me. Akimee & i just won't stop disturbing Yazzid. There i saw Eadiv too. Sombong sey. I saw this guy,i used to have a crush on him when i was Sec3.A Coral Sec guy. Sekali dapat tau budak Yazzid. Lemao!!!

Once the game is over,we sat down and had a little chat. I just can't help it,looking at his sweaty body. I took my towel and wiped everything off. && Guys,don't jealous la. HAHAH!!! We took cab home. At home,baby and i had wrestling session. We're too bored looking at adek playing PSP and Ino playing com games. Now my wrist hurts. OUCH OUCH!!!

Lovely Dude&Dudette.

Ke-beloan matair aku. HAHA!! Macam Zul the Kampong Boy!!! LOL!!!

Ups&Downs.

Its happening again.I saw you for like a split seconds and i know you for only a day. Yet you confessed so many things to me. How am i supposed to trust you? You're just a new friend of mine. Why must you come to my life when i'm feeling down?When i need someone to talk to? Why are you repeating the same question over and over again? Why you kept on pestering me to leave him? Do you think you're the one for me? Sorry for the harsh words,i don't wish to be so arrogant when i answered your call. I was in a bad mood. That is the reason why. How am i supposed to give an opportunity to open up my heart to accept you as someone special while i've already have one. Please,i love my guy. I don't want to lost my special someone because of another guy. I've found mine. I regard you as my friend. That's all. Not more than that. Can you just accept that? & please don't beg me to be more than that. Baby,i didn't mean to have those arguements with you. Like what people say. When they missed someone the only thing that they missed the most is the arguements(mum used to say that to me.). I don't have any bad intention to go out without your knowledge. I was rushing. Its my fault that i started the arguement. I knw i shouldn't have talked back and of course to dare you to pick a quarrel. Now,i'm really sorry. Please forgive me. I want this arguement to end. This is the part that i hated so much. Both of us are stubborn. I know i've to give in, in order to end all this. I Love You. I want that sweet pooh of mine back. Darling,please..

The guy who battled with baby,Ciner,Sam and Me. 150308.

Thanks Sam for the pic!!! :)

Baby,can just please go for the surgery?! I'm all worried because of that fractured finger. It will get worst if you don't go for it. Please.I beg you for this one hunnie. I'm giving you a week to decide. Please go darling.Please go before you leave me for Taiwan.Looking at you suffer beacause of that finger is driving me nuts. ILY!

I think i need a new job. A daily job i mean. I'm rotting at home. This is a total boredom.I've gain weight,i guess. HAHA! Anyone wants to go jogging?! Cycling?! Roller blading?! Kay wait!!! I don't know how to blade. HAHA! Kental la lizz.

The NCC peepz have been asking me out but the problem is i'm working on the days that you guys wants to go out. && Iffah is kind of busy now.Ended up i'll be the only girl there. Aaaaw.. Tak gerek la. Iman will not going to be with us. He's in NS. HAA! Tekong ke aper. Who's next?! Khai,Alvin or Hassan?! Hmm.. I miss NCC. I miss the GREENS!!! :)

Loveliest Night.

Yesterday,working life was filled with laughter from 3pm till 8pm. Abg Man just can't stop shooting all the bullets to me. His sacarsm is really,YUX!!! He bought us Sundae and we went back home. I took my shower and met darling at 7-11.

Ciner was already with him. Took cab and went to Kampung Melayu to had dinner. After dinner,we head to St James. There was a new guy in the group,his name was Wan. He's scary. He kept staring at me. We waited for Abg Yoyoz. First we wanted to enter Movida but boyfie couldn't enter because he is 20 yrs old. So we went to Power House and all of could enter. Abg Yoyoz treat all of us,the drinks and the entry fees.

I was shocked at a point of time.When a Chinese girl came up to me and grind. HAHA! I was freaking shocked! Thanks Abg Yoyoz for saving me. He told boyfie. Boyfie came up and grabbed my hand and pulled me away from her. A minute later she came up to me and gave me a cup of drink.

Chinese Gal:"U drag till half then i half?! Okay?!"
Me: (looking at Abg Yoyoz,he just smiled) "Okay Okay!"
Chinese Gal:"You looked familiar,you come here every wednesday ar?!"
Me:"No.. I didn't come here that often. Have a drink!" (I gave her our drink.)
Abg Yoyoz:"Chey! Datang sini often ke aper?! HAHA! Minom per dier kasi tadi?!"
Me:"Jim ar! Mau pitam sey!! Panas-panas!!"
Abg Yoyoz:"Takder balas?! Minom air ni cepat!!"

That girl was so scary. I saw a cute little guy. He looked like Thaqif. I thought it was him but its not. HAHA! I love the way he dance. It is so smooth. Boyfie was being such a humble guy that night. He didnt really sho his dancing skill. He just move a little bit. Till a guy came up and wanted to battle with him. He did took up the challenge. I'm proud of you darling!!! Be humble is the best thing! Once he opened up his steps. That guy stopped and looked at boyfie. He took off his sweater and threw to that guy and the battle is over. So cool!!! I saw Sam(ex PRCS).

We went back home at 4am.Took the cab and i waited for him at his place. Once he's ready,we walked to the bus stop and waited for the firs bus. 39 first bus was at 6.12am.We waited and had a little camwhore.Cute la Pooh aku!! HAHAHA!!!

Reached home and i went flat to the bed. At 1pm Adek woke me up. Dressed up and accompanied him to shopping! I bought that Puma shoe and Adek bought me a pair of Grey Jeans.THANKS!!!

Another GREAT weekend with the loved ones.
Happy B'day Iffa!

VaaaaaaVooom!!!

After work,Amanda,Azirah and i head off to TM.We had dinner at Food Culture over at CS and Nasyitah came over. We ended up watching this loviest movie at CS. We had no choice but to just watched it at that cinema.

Before that we accompanied Nasyitah for her haircut over at STORM.It is sad to watch a movie with your friends when your boyfie can't make it due to some fcuking stupid reasons. To conclude i enjoyed myself with those "bitches".I love them to pieces. HAHAH!!! But their crazyness could never defeat my loveliest girlfriends. We have our individual name.

1. Azirah is Retarded Bitch;RB.Amanda is Crazy Babi Bitch;CB2. Nasyitah is Berzdeng Bitch;BB.Aisyah is Short Bitch;SB and i'm the Naughty Bitch;NB!! :)

I shall rate this movie a 8/10.Want to know why?! Because my loveliest hero only acted for 2 scenes. BORING!!! OH MY DARLING!! Lizz syoik sendiri!!! The movie was great till we didn't finish our popcorn.

When the movie ended.The first thing that came up to my mind was to call my dearest boyfie. He didn't off his hp as promised but he didn't answer my call!!! I'm all worried. The girls knew about it. At the same time i had a terrible stomach ache! FCUK!!!

Reached home,i can't stop thinking.All those negative thoughts came out of my mind.Where is he?! Is he hurt?! Is he still alive?! Is he still breathing?! Can i still see him today/tomorrow?! At 1205am he called.He's at Yishun. I asked him to take a cab home and i'll pay for his fare.At first i showed him my tantrum but after a while i put my anger a side.

I checked his whole body.He was shocked!!! There are bruises and cuts! Urgh!! I hate to see my love ones in pain. We slacked a while at outside of my house. We talked and all. That is how stupid he could be!!! BODOH KAU!!! He's getting thinner!!! My POOH BEAR is getting thinner!!! OH NO!!! Not forgetting,he's getting darker too. :( Miss the old whitey him. HEEHE!

Ohk cool... Now i'm thinking of buying N81 or K660i or W890i or W380i? Please help!!! I can't decide..

Rest is all i need.

It has been so long since i've updated my blog. Its not that i'm busy working or what its just that i'm too engrossed with PSP! HAHA!!! I played the game throughout the whole day and ignored this cyber world for days and now i'm here again! :) I don't have any mood to go to work for this week. It started when my beloved darling is back at home on last saturday. He waited for me from 1pm till the time i actually get back home and it was like 6pm. Its late. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting. While waiting for me,he dragged my little adek along to have a hair cut. You're so lovely. Adek and him had a new a hair cut. Adek,you look neater and boyfie i just love your new hair cut!! Okay stop!!! Actually,i've always like your hairstyle. HEHE!Back at home,he was asleep. Since i was missing him like crazy,i didn't wake him up but a kiss and hug was thrown to him.I love your smell. GILER! I knew they're hungry. I started my cooking skills in the kitchen. I made them fried rice with some nuggets to go along with. Sayang wants to teach me how to fight! Yeah!! I want! I want! I want! i continued playing PSP while he thought my godbrother how to fight. He changed his clothes and was going to meet Ciner without me. At first,i was willing to let him go without me but after he has dressed up i felt so reluctant to let him go. Then,he saw my sulky face and asked me to dressed up and we're off. Reached at Kampung Melayu.Again,we're watching Kuda Kepang.I'm scared.That was the first time that i met Kecik. He's cute. HAHA!! There was only Murai,Kecik,Yazzid,Wan and Ciner. Kimee can't make it. Boredom! After watching that scary performance we're off to MOS.Kecik can't go along with us because he was wearing slippers.It was a hell of fun!!! The guys just simply can't get their ass off from the Trance dancefloor.There we met Dikkie. HAH!Another joker. I didn't drink because i know if i were to drink and goes tipsy,there will be nobody that would take care of my boyfie. My senses was right.They got drunk. Baby,you're so cute when you're dunk. && I just can't forget those funny things that you said to me. It was just another interesting night with you and the clans. As the sun rose up,he's getting better and we went home. He thought of sleeping over to my place but he refused because of that liqour smell. Thank god you have some brains there baby! He went back home and i went to work. It is tiring. After a whole night of enjoyment without rest/sleep.I stood like a statue and i didn't do any sales. I just stand and smile. Once it reaches 5pm,i went back to the office and changed as fast as i could but Naz wanted to meet me. So i did. Bumped into Amanda and Joanna. I bought Bacardi for them. They offered me.So i did drink for like 1/2 a bottle.If Naz wasn't there i don't know what's going to happen.Accompanied him to buy his school shoes. Went all round TM/CS and ended up he bought a pair of Converse shoes and a Puma Jacket. That Puma jacket was awesomely nice. I shall grab that $71 Puma shoe.I'm trying. His friends thought we're couple. OMG! He bought another cheap shoe. We're back at home. A day without any rest/sleep is damn tiring!!!! I'm exhausted! Now i've to go to work. Shittish!!! I hate payday! I don't know where all the money goes to.

I got $299.90. I've spent: -a top;$18. -a shades;$10. -bill;$50. -food;$20(for mum) -outing on Sun;$20 I should have left $181.90 but i'm left with $145.80.

Where does the $36.10 money goes to?!?? Abg Munzir admitted to NS already.I MISS YOU,okay?! I got a SOLDIER and now a FIREFIGHTER!!!

PSST!!! Ehk Mas Selamat can you surrender youself?! Because of you my Soldier can't go home on every saturday!!! Did you know that?! You're driving me nuts.. You troublemaker!! Urgh!!

I miss this people lots!!! TO THE MAX LA SEY!!!

Naq,i'm sorry. I think i can't attend to your sister's wedding ceremony. I can't change my schedule. I'll try to turn up if i can kay.. No promises. :)

I thought it darling will be back tomorrow but the greatest news was he returned back home at noon just now. How happy can i be?! HEEHE!!! I thought of buying that green sneakers for school but iffa told me we can't wear it. Ahh! Kental la sey! HAHA!!!

I'm waiting and still waiting. :)

randomness.

This is what i did for the last few days.

I drew this 2 nights ago.

Wan drew this last night on my hand. Cool uh?! HAHA!

I wrote this on the first night.

To conclude,i miss this sleepy head loads!!! :)

imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.

imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.

imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.imissyou.iloveyou.

♥lizz.