This picture is being edited specially for you dearie.Since you wanted a new picture.This is the one.
Glad you're back at home. & I promised. I really really promise. Let's change and be a better someone. Dear,your job now is to prove to Abang that you're responsible enough about it & to show him that you're all grown up. Stand up for your rights. Please don't let him say all those negative things to you. Yes,you are the devil & he's he angle but this time round prove to him that you're a devil with a human's heart & brains.He didn't know how tough it is t be in this relationship with your sucky attitude. Thank god i have the patience to bear with your attitude.
& Its good enough that Mama,Baba,Kak Lily,Kak Liza & Nenek could accept your fault.& We forgive you. There are people around you that LOVE you. Stop telling me that they don't. You've hurt them. That's all.
Turn over to a new leaf. I know you're trying. I was very happy that you've actually threw that barbell right in front of me & adek last night. No more piercing darling. All those stuff have to come to an end now. Syamir is changing too. Great! So my love,let's work on it. & i shall kept my promises not only for my little Adek but for the relationship & you. I Love You.

After break time,we slacked at Library. Library ke aper?!

After the candid shot!!! Siti,Lizz,Dzul,Azirah&Farah.

Sports&Wellness class was very fun. Hassan was injured. Aaaw!!I watched him played soccer over at the feild but after a while he dissapeared. Ruper-rupernyer dier jatuh. Kesian. We played Dog&Bone.It may sounds so childish but its a challenging game. Every round Mr Jerry,my SW teacher, would change the strategy of the game. After that we played a so-called-captain's ball game but we have to pass it to a different person by 4 touch to earn a point. Again,every round he would change the strategy. We had to crack our head in order to win.

To conclude we WON!!! The losing team had to run around the court.

After school,we had a little chat in the bus. It was only me & Hassan. In the bus 8 there was a group of girls. Secondary school girls. We had no idea why they kept looking at us. We find them weird & we laughed about it. HEHE! Sewel!!!

Alighted from the bus leaving Hassan alone. I met darling at his void deck. He's sick. Gosh!!! He need to go for his check up soon but he is so stubborn. Get well soon baby!!! I promised! & he promised to me too but only one thing that i can't hide from him. I'm very scared of losing him. I still need you by my side. Don't leave me for now & forever. Stay with me throughout. We fight all odds together. Promise?! YES INDEED!!!! That was his promise. :)

Left with 1 more day darling!!!

I Miss Him

I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU.

Baby Pooh,i miss you like crazy it has been weeks. 3 days more & i'm all excited.Hurry,come back home as soon as possible. I miss you & Kak Liza la. Thanks to his mum that i'm now hooked to the movie OM SHANTI OM,its a Hindi movie. Iffah!!!You should watch this!!! :)

Miss you lots darling. I DON'T MIND AT ALL IF YOU'RE SMELLY.The smellier the better. HEHE!

Reflections

Life is like a wheel. Moving round and round in circles & going from one place to another regardless of the distance or weather.Sometimes,you'll be at the top of the world but when you're right at the bottom,that's where all the challenges start. Life is never easy. Especially in this red dot country. Everything is expenive. No Money meaning No Life. No Excitement. Everything is a NO! Money is the key to everything. Haish!!! It sucks big time. Its difficult to trust somebody when they did something bad. We may forgive but its difficult to forget. Finding lots of way to help them to be release from all punishment but once failed they're on their own track. Choosing the right track isn't easy. There are lots of hurdles to go through. Love life isn't always sweet & romantic. Its filled with challenges.You can get a a bf/gf that is faithful to their gf/bf but on the other hand the bf/gf isn't faithful to her/him.That's HURTFUL!!! Yes,its painful. Or when gf/bf are faithful towards each other but they can't stand each other's bad behaviour/attitude and it would come to an end. The bottom line is to stay calm an solve them one at a time. Do not react when you're in your angry mode. Anger is the devil,that will crash down every relationship. Be patient,trust each other and have faith in them. Love them like you never love them before.

Suckers

TGIF!!!

Can i just ay that my IFA teacher is a weirdo but he's a good teacher. Ms Winnie is so boring!

Whenever she teach non of us could undrstand her teaching but when it comes to Mr Anthony everyone understands the lesson. Weird uh?! HEHE!

Last Thursday,we're told to finish up our assignments in 3 hours time. One Assignment meaning one folder there are like 3-4 exercise of HTML. All of them started doing. Although i came in late for the class,i finished it in 15minutes.

Mr Anthony:"Whoever finished the exercise kindly raised up your hand."

Me:(hearing that i raised up my hand)

Mr Anthony:"Are you sure you're done all of the exercises!? There are 12 exercise & 4 folders,you know?"

Me:"Yes Sir. I'm done with it.Check it if you want too."

So,he checked at all of my HTML. Guess what's he's reaction?!

Mr Anthony:"Holy Garlic!!! How am i going to fail you?! You're too advanced than the rest."

Me:" Hehe! (& smiled a him.) Can i go for break or do my own stuff?!"

Mr Anthony:"You shall do your own stuff & don't disturb the others." (He shocked his head & walked off.)

You can't blame me. I love doing my own skins. I enjoyed doing it.Therefore,i'll put my heart & soul in this course.

At EES class,Haikal just couldn't get his paw's off his new laptop. At night,i received a call from Dzul.The guys confessed to me that they don't favour Nadia's present.I can't do anything as i myself don't really know what kind of person she is. Yes,she's always bragging about her bf;feeyi. I know Feeyi. Nothing to be proud of. What's worst she even told the guys that she had done sex with him. Don't you feel ashame?! Gosh! Where's your dignity?! Those guys are your new friends. && you're telling them all those stuff that they shouldn't know. If you came up to us the girls about it then it can be excuse but this is GUY!!! HELLO!!! You need their attention is it?!

In my class there are 3 group of girls.The relaxs(us),minahs & the quiet ones. The minahs hated us so much.I don't know why. Stupidly they told Suheer about it.& So there Suheer goes telling us about it. I was sicked just know.Aku gah saket-saket kau naik kan darah aku. & i just can't sit there and let them talked bad about us. I was pissed & irritated. I went up to her and without any words came out from my mouth,i kicked the chair at her. Served you right. Kau nak tengok aku nyer perangai buruk kan. Amek kau! Ni aku dah cari hal dengan kau. Nak balas balek boleh. Aku tunggu kau nyer return!!! I walked out from the class & waited for the rest at Forum. The guys was shocked looking at me behaving like that. Sorry guys,i'm not the kind of girl that will act so girlish and had cat fight,pulling off hairs. I won't sit still if i'm not in the wrong. You can call me tom-boy or what i don't care. What i know i'm just standing up for my rights.That's waht i am taught since i was born.Btw bitch,my name is NURHALIZAH!!!

That bitch wasn't happy with us because we're having so much fun together.

Our Slim Shady. HEHE!

So Naq,we're in the same CCA. && I'll be completing NYAA GOLD!!!! :)

I guess i need to confess this feelings. I MISS 5/2 LOTS!!! Although they're such a pain in the ass. They're the best classmates ever. We're like brothers & sisters. Although my new mates are as fun as 5/2 but still i felt something missing. I don't know what that something is. Whenever i had my break time. The only thing that i'll be finding was my PRCS mates. Unfortunately,their break time isn't the same as me. The only person that always bumped into me was Hassan. So Hassan,you think i'm happy and enjoyed their company. Actually i'm not.

Their joke isn't the same as us. For example,the joke from Kelakar Rabak.Its kind of out of trend already but still they think its funny. I just follow with the flow.Being the only person that lives in the East is total boredom. Going to & back from school alone. Except when days aisyah,hassan,iffah,zul or madir ends their classes at the same time as me then i'll have company. One word,LONELY!!!

I miss the time that i would actually alight at Wani's house bus stop and met her at her void deck. Walked to school together. Fetched Naquiah and then go to school together. & that Wani would never forget to bring along her biscuits early in the morning. After school,we will slacked at the school canteen till late afternoon or we'll have bubble tea chat over at Central. Gosh!!! All those memories. I'll end it here.

Today i had fun in LFA class. Its all about HTML.How fun can it be?! Because i understood everything that he thought. HEHE! EES class we had to do pratical. 3 hours of EES!!!OMG!!! The circuit is called BreadBoard.Cool ke per?! HAHA! Sufian is my lab partner. Haikel just won't stop running around the class for no reasons. I had P.E & that was the best lesson ever. We had to run. It was great okay!!! Running on tracks. I left the girls behind since they insist on walking. Thanks to Dzul.He ran with me. && My P.E teacher wanted me to join in track & field. He must be joking! HAHA! Slacked around at TM with Hassan & back home. Thanks for the thumbdrive!

The cutest guy in class&She looked like Akimee right?!

My lab partner;Sufian.He's good in Physics!!!

BreadBoard Circuit.

This guy claims that i stole baby from him. His name is Syamir the Stich!!!

Yesterday right after school i went to meet baby boy. I know i was late but i asked hm to go first. So Syamir fetched me. He forget the way to the field. He changed his mind & we fetched Ah Fad first. Se-pandainyer si Ah Fad ni tak bawak hp. We went to dear's house area abd bought some drinks. There we saw Ah Fad and walked back to Simei. Walking to and fro from simei to tampines and back to simei. Thanks ar Syamir! Luckily he carries my bag. HEHE! By the way,Cicak aku punyer!!! BLUEK!!! Baby & i bought the same hp. :)

New friends but they're not as crazy as 5/2.

I miss my mates.My crazy 5/ clans. Gosh!!! New friends ain't the same. Although they're loud and crazy butstill they can't defeat the 5/2 spirit. I LOVE YOU ALL 5/2!!!MISS YOU ALL!!!

Life is Changing.

I've spend 7 months of my daily life with this guy. His ups and downs are part of my life. I could still remember this phrase "You la satu-satu nyer matair i yang sanggup menangis kerana kesusahan i.You seorang yang nampak susah & senang i.Thanks for fighting those ups and downs with me." Dear,its my pleasure to always be by your side no matter what happens. Remember what i promised you?! I promised to be with you in whatever condition you are in.

People out there they didn't know what problems we're facing. They might always think we're happy but because of TGL we're not as happy as you people think.I watched him suffer for TGL. I wished i could end this as fast as possible but i know i can't. Cos why?! The only way that i could let him out from that TGL is to get engaged/married to him. Its a long way to go. It would be years. YEARS!!! I have to watch you suffer for the rest of the years. I hope i could bear all this pain. I just HOPE!!! I don't want to lose you. I don't want to!!! I don't know how long am i supposed to watch all this happening to you.

In this 7 month,i learned alot of things. Good things and of course the bad things. You opened up my world with all those night outs. You introduced me to all kind of people & stuff. I can say that my life have changed. It changed drastically. From a girl who-know-nothing to a girl that knows-something. I won't blame you because of this changes. To my friends,i'm sorry. I know i've done stuff that i actually said i don't want to. Iffah,please don't be like me. Keep to your words and stay strong. Wani,i'm glad you've change in a good way. Keep it up. I'm like the opposite way of you minus the smoking. Gosh!These girls watched me change. Am i right?!
Regret!? I guess so. Living in a world like this is a waste of money. This world that revolve around me is putting a large hole in my pocket.

I miss the old me. The stupid-blurr-slenger girl. That know nutts about all this stuff & don't go to all this places. Can i have that me back?! Without hurting those people's feelings but being the new me is quite fun.I met up with lots of people. Every week,i'll meet up with different kind of people.By keeping the new me but at the same time being the ole me back. I'm confuse. I'm confuse with myself.

God,show me the right way. Please.. I beg you. Is this another challenge that you had drawn for me in my life?

Let's do a self-check. BEEEEP!!!!

I still couldn't believe that i actually spent my whole day with his family yesterday. & i reflected back about my past. He's the one that i used to hate.I could still remember how i reacted whenever he board up the bus and his looks. Gosh! So nerdy and short. The way he looked & stared at people is so annoying. I could still remember its difficult to see him in pants through out the whole month. In between weeks he would wear his bermudas to school. Zakhil and him has the same pattern of life. A week of pants and the other week they will be wearing bermudas. & now thanks to Jazli that i knew all the reasons why they wore bermudas in alternate weeks. & dear thanks for sharing your dark past with me. &&His brother's looks used to irritate me every morning.Its difficult to see him smile in the morning. He would always have this moody face but now they are the one that i call FAMILY. Kak Liza,Kak Lily&Abg Wan are my sisters & brother. The whole family is Wacko! HEEHE! They joke non-stop. They laughed non-stop. They teased each other non-stop. Dear,i know your whole secret!!! All thanks to Mama & Baba. Yeah! I dah kamching ngn Mama. HEHE! Tag team! Yessa! At the age of 19 yrs old he still owns a BANTAL BUSOK! HEHE! Cute ke aper?! Dah macam peta sey.. Eeew! Bau Bachin! We watched The House. It is scary. I hate horror/suspens story!!! Then Kak Lily changed the movie to Alvin & The Chipmunk. HAAHA! Adek,Bie and i just couldn't stop laughing & the whole family kept asking why. Between us ajer. We had dinner & the TGL's YP arrived. We slacked at the stairs a while. You look hot when you're sparring!!! I like.. HEHE! Kay mamat,kau kental! Orang sparring kau telan biji. Bahlol! I don't know why they're shocked when adek and i played 'Kachong'. It is painful but its fun too. When mama called us in all three of us when in and sat at the sofa like little kittens. HEHE! I missed my Didicazli yesterday! Urgh!!! Melepas la! We watched Boogeyman 2. Alamak! Another suspen story. && i love that shirt la bacin! One fine day we shall go to KL together. The bottom line. I love spending my time with you and the family. :) THANKS!!! For making me feel like i belonged to the family. && be home soon. I'm making muffins. MUFFINS TAU SYG!!!! heehe..

Wild Wild Wet Pics!

RANDOMness.

Over at Amanda's House.

Its always Wani & I that have to lit up the fire. :)

Yumm Yumm!!!

After getting bored of the smoke & heat.

We took some pixy!!!

Nasy,Me&Amanda.

The Wild Wild Wet Bitches.

Nasy(Berzdeng Bitch),Zirah(Retarded Bitch),Amanda(Crazy Babi Bitch),Me(Naughty Bitch)& Aisyah(Short Bitch).

Me,Nasy,Zirah&Nurza.

The Revenue Family!!!

The thorn (Rahman) among the roses.

Aisyah,Me&Nasy.

This is what we did after 12am. While waiting for dearest zul to arrived.

Baby can you stop calling me a minah?! I'm not one,kay?!

Wild Wild Wet&TGL Chalet!

The Wild Wild Wet chalet was great. At first it turned out to be only Amanda,Aisyah,Wani and my chalet because only the 4 of us was barbequeing the food and enjoyed the environment. HAHA! Kental! Met at Amanda's place and we took a cab to the chalet. Crazily we had camwhore at her place. We took the letter to checked in. On the way in to the check in counter i saw the TGL guys. Okay guys stop all those staring i know i'm supposed to meet you all. Thanks Fadh for reminding me but i'll go over once baby boy arrived kay. Our chalet was P02,it damn far from the entrance.This 4 heroins have to carry all the heavy items frm WWW to the chalet. We had our own fun time at the chalet while waiting for the rest. At 8++ they arrived and all those fun started. At 10pm most of them when back home. At 12am,we girls got nothing to do so we walked to ATM machine to check our pay. On the way there we took lots and lots of stupid pics. HEHE!!! && Our pay is in! Hoooorah! Fetched Baby at the taxi stand. & Azirah just won't stop teasing him. Rezaimi is Aisyah's cousin.What a small world! Aisyah hanged out with us a while over at TGL chalet. Akimee broughtalong her bf,Fadrul! Yeah! I was freaking happy cos she wouldn't be flirting with my baby boy. :) Fadzrul is handsome but still C.Ronaldo is better. So i call him Ah Fad! As there were too many Fad at the chalet. It was a non-stop laughing session over at the TGL chalet. All thanks to Ciner,Baby and Syamir. At 3am,Baby and i head home. On the next day,went to work at 3pm.I saw Zaimi so i called him. The rest of the boys was with him. I can say that Boyfie's boys have no cara except for Zai. I hated the rest of them. I told Zai about it. After work,Iffa,Wani & i waited for Adek at Mr Bean. Again,i saw Zai and gang. Only Zai talked to me. HHA! I don't mind if Zai wanted to go along with me and adek but not the rest. We had dinner at Al-Fresco. Thanks Kay Yazzid for all those comments. If you hate him so much you don't have to criticize him like that. For your information not all girls go for looks. Looks is not important,for example is YOU! Having such a good look but your attitude sucks to the core!!! If you're gentlemen enough why not you say all those things right to his face! I just don't understand you guys. Right from the first day that i know you,you have been criticizing him from A-Z. Every person's patient there is a limit! & Now my patient for the two of you is gone!

Saturday's chalet is more happening. Kecik,Murai and Barney was already there. We waited for Ciner. Syamir suggested to go to Platinium Lounge. Since Nadim is working there we got everything for free. The boys couldn't enter,UNDER AGE! HAHA! So only Syamir,Zai,Baby,Adek and Me are allowed to enter. Yeaaah! Syamir,you're so cute when you're drunk. He can't even read his sms. Zai and i took turns to read and reply for him. HEHE! Dah mabok ader hati min pool. LOL!

At 3am,Ciner arrived. They got TGL meeting. After that i brought adek,baby and Zai to Macs for breakfast.Over at the ATM machine,i just had to tell baby the truth. I can't stand it anymore. Every time TGL i need/having problems only him that have to stand up and answer for everything. Just like the other day,Ciner in need for money for his taxi fare the only person that fock up for money is him,Amirul,me and Zai. Ciner felt so ashamed and dissapointed because the rest of the 'heads' just couldn't be bothered about him. Pity him. Haish! This is what i got to say to him. Everything he did for the group is actually he was doing it alone. The rest of them just couldn't be bothered but they still want to be in.& i know baby isn't happy about it but he pretends to be happy in front of Ciner. You will be out of this thing one day. One fine day! Trust me.

We joined the rest to Mangrove. Farhan just couldn't shut his mouth! Pdan muker kener sampok! Tu la mulut celupah sangat. I wouldn't elaborate more about it. What's over is over.

DEAREST BOYFIE IS NOT GOING TO TAIWAN!!!!! YUHOOOOZ!!!!

<3

I spent my afternoon at Iffah's place. Had pasta and watched Tak Bleh Angkat Beb. It was Kelakar Rabak!!! Boyfie called. Iffah and him just can't stop being sacarstic towards each other. I can't stop myself from disturbig Sufiah! HEHE!! & So at 6pm i went back & met baby zul. Aaaw~ Cute la dier in that stripy blue shirt. You look so Boboy! HEHE! So we waited for E-in. Mee the rest at Eastpoint. That was my first time meeting Mamat. He's my childhood friend. We're not close at all. I hate him because whenever we plays any game in a rough manner he will complain to his mum. I was shocked to hea that he's baby's boy. Kentalism! Waited for those Chinese guy.Mamat talked to them. Till now we don't know who told them that he's from another group. Since that Chinese guy talks too much,Mamat took his boots and swung at him. OUCH!!! Gaduh!!! & they ran off. Kental la kalah dengan budak Sec 3. Bluek! LOL!! Friday,Wild Wid Wet chalet. Saturday,TGL chalet. Ader jer nanti yang kener SAMPIONG!!! Ouch Ouch!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!

I'M LEFT WITH ONLY 10 DAYS!!!!

Qoutes & Sayings.

The best quote ever.

This is me. I used to hate him in the past but now he's my sweetet addiction. :)

There is nothing to hide. The more you hide them,you ain't going to know what's FUN is all about.

This is what we are. HAHA!

Boyfriends out there,trust your girl not the bitch who bitches about her.

Okay enough of all those qoutations and sayings. Hey Akimee,I Miss You too kay. Tak ya hebohkan satu dunia yang aku saket la beb. Kecoh la lu. Surprisingly she didn't have any information about Fadhly (C.Ronaldo). Aaaw! Till i told her he's our buddie. HEEHE! She was freaking happy. I can't wait for this Saturday.TGL chalet & i can meet Akimee. Confirm it would be only me and Akimee are the only girls. Murai and Kecik would never bring their Gf along.

Darling,take good care of yourself and don't get hurt. Adek,don't act as if the world is yours. Others arestronger and more experienced than you are. Both of you better be careful!!! I love you!!! :)