School,NDP,Love.

EES(Enginering Essentials)
First thing first,i know how to solve that cirtuit! Its my very own FIRST I/C Chip Circuit. Kiki explains it to me step by step & thanks to him that i actually know the basic of that circuit. More to come. When the bulb light up i was so happy but i still don't get the A+B=A thingy and 1+0=0 and 1+1=0. Urgh! With all that ANOR/NOR/XOR Gates. Its confusing!!! Let's take it one at a time.


IFA(Internet Fundementals & Applications)
Started on Dreamweaver & Access for a few weeks already. Starting of the lesson was a bit confusing but luckily i bought the Notes&Labsheet after a few days which will really show me the tutorial about the software.I get the hang of it.

NAPFA
I had NAPFA test today! Adek really encouraged me to run and so he let me wear his track&field shoes. THANKS!!! Its a long route but its way better than Secondary School's 2.4km run (the never-ending-run!). Adding up more spice to the run is that we have to run outside the school and U-turn back to stadium to end the run. I got my tag. Next is the 5 stations. I love the 5 stations! Sit & Reach is my favourite & i scored an A for almost all except for standing broad jump which is a D. I can't JUMP!!! Shareef jumped like a frog!!! HEHE!

Happiest news for me is that i gain my height to 158cm & i lost like 5kg!!! WOOOWEEE! I thought i've gained lots of weight but i didn't. Phew! Let's lost more weight right. HAHA!

NDP Training
Something going on in LG! Racism. I can't deny that. The mentor,not our LG mentor,but he's an extra that will come into our group and make so much noise. He boss us around.The Chinese will get more luxury than we do. Its not fair! Being the oldest there Nadia & i just couldn't sit still & followed through his instructions. We told him off & the Chinese girls wasn't happy. We started to quarrel. That bossy mentor apologise to us but the girls wouldn't. Walking towards the C.E those girls kept shouting & Nad shouted back with the rest of the girls excluding me.

She started shouting!
Nadia:Bapak dier sundal la sia!!!
(i laughed!)
Dukz:Bapak dier sundal?! Mak dier aper sia??
(I looked at him and smiled!)
Dukz: Lawa la dier nari..
Me: HEHE! Thanks..
Dukz:(He grinned at me) Pasal seluar kau besar! HAAHAA!
Me: HAHAHA!! Ni seluar Siti la! Bukan seluar aku sebab tu besar...
Jup: (doing some actions to show that my shorts are LARGER than me!)

HAHHA!!! I was so angry at that time but those 2 guys really make my day. Thanks Dukz & Jup. i hate that Man. He just can't shut his mouth. I asked his friend about Ab but he is the one going around telling the NS guy about it. KAY PO sey ni mat rep! Chi beng!!! Ab have his guard duty. HAHA! Rabak Jup dapat replacement for his duty but Ab didn't. KENTAL lar!

Darling,thanks for fetching me although you're sick. He's having asthma,flu & everything. Glad that he stopped smoking for a while. If you stop forever is even better. :) I thought he could stay at home & have his rest today as he could have his 1/2 day but the Army called up. He returned back to camp. I'll be seeing him tomorrow again after school. YEAH! He took an advanced leave for our Anniversary on friday. Thanks dear. I got work on Friday. HAISH!! Nevermind. We'll celebrate it after work ya. I love you more than anything else. Not even my bantal busuk! HEHE!

Happiness is within. It has nothing to do with how much applause you get or how many people praise you. Happiness comes when you believe that you have done something truly meaningful.
Martin Yan

Letting It Go.

There isn't any NDP on Saturday.Finally,i could spend my Saturday with my Love. I woke up quiet early.Went online & Dukz was online. We chatted.He was waiting for his GF's call and so do i. We played some "Teka-Teki" games. Farah joined in but after a few rounds she back off. I won the game. YEAAAH!!! He is a talkative guy. Whoever gets to know him will like to get to know him even deeper. A great friend that will always came out with crazy but stupid ideas.

Dukz: Nak tnyer sikit..
Me: Yeah?
Dukz: Kau ngn Ab ader something going on???
Me: No,he's a friend mcm kau jugak & the rest tapi dier ader over sikit arr...
Dukz: Like? Aku tk rapat ngn dorang,aku rapat ngn Jup & Hilmee je. You can tell anything that you want.
I told him everything.

That's how he get to know everything. I just need someone to talk about it. Since he wants to help.I told him. && THANKS Dukz for the advice.
I met Love at the voideck & off we head to Changi Village for our Nasi Ayam Penyet. Yum Yum!!! I like to watch him eating chickens because he will gobble up every single meat that's left on the bone. We made our way to Vivo.

Shopping time! Yuhooz! We walked around the whole Vivo.Wanted to buy that G2000 top but NEXT TIME!!!Thank god that he's there to stop me from spending lots of money on clothing and such. He bought a new pair of everlast shoes. The green one. That's LOVE!!! :) He kept stopping me from buying chocolates. URGH! That temptation of having a bite. All thanks to this throat. Its killing me!!!

Over at the open air.We had camwhore!!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHADAY SUHEER!!!

The birthday boy.

His Lovely Cakes.


i used to hate you but now you're my love.

Life is being so challenging.Although we tried to do all those right stuff,there will still be those negative thoughts in their heads. I don't know what's wrong that i've done till mum/dad won't want to talk to me. I just ignored them & talk when necessary. Whatever it is they will talk when they want too. I'll just do my own stuff for now.

Saturday's NE show a great one because Hady Mirza was there. I was expecting for Taufik Batisah actually. We didn't perform using the powerisers because the platform was wet. Ab was being so silent after the incident that hits Indera. Seriously,i don't find Aish's reaction towards him was right. You shouted at him like as if he don't have any dignity in himself. You're making the situation even worst. Now he's embarrassed. Let's put that a side. We tried to carve a smile on Farah's face & yes we did it!

The Grand-Finale was fun! We dance in the rain. Feeling Step Up la sey!!! HAHA! We dance with Hady Mirza & enjoyed those beautiful fireworks. :) Love the fireworks!!!

After the grond fianle we have to proceed to CE and sit around while waiting for the crowd to clear. We sat in the circle and started playing "Bom-Ah-Prot". Motive of the game is whoever failed to do the action will be beaten up and their shoe will be removed. After that we played "Chop-Chilli-Chop" same forfeit. After getting bored of those games we moved on to "Pepsi-Cla-1,2,3!!!" Cute ke aper?! Classic game. :) Its a hell of a FUUUN!!!!

Back at home i slept like a pig. Woke up the next day and attended to work. I miss those bitches!!! The 6 of us was working on the same day. Its great. I hit the qouta. HEHE!!! After that i accompanied darling over to Haig Rd with his friend to carry some stuff. The owner gave me a weird looking remote control. I was trying ti figure it out and BANG!!! My head hits the "kotak merah Ciner sembahyang yang gantong depan pintu!" OUCH!!! Its painful and it left a swollen part on my head.

Ab:"I'm cutting down on mysmoking habits!!!"
Me:"That's good!"
Ab:"Just because of you.."
Me:(trying to think what to reply) "I don't mind if you smoke.. Do it for yourself not me."
Ab:"Ya right.. Everytime i light your face will change. U're the one who help me change alot,thanks!!"
Ab:"You make me care for something.. You tought me there is more to life then just to enjoy."

I'm in a difficult situation. I'm confused. I wanted to be just a friend to you.

My Everlasting love!!!

lots to tell.

Here it goes. I don't understand her. She's 19. A year older than me.Meaning she should be mature than me but the way she react/talk about matters are so childish. None of us want/try to talk to her,simply because she will give us this "i simply don't want to talk to you girls because you're talking to the guy that i'm attracted to." That is her. So complicated. If we don't talk to her the others will say that we're not friendly but if we talked to her she will give us that attitude. Might as well we avoid and be happy with the others. Isn't it better? She cried for no reason & goes around telling people rumors about her own friend. This guy likes her friend. She can't accept it because she likes him too.On the other hand this guy doesn't have any feelings for her.In addition,she have a boyfriend. She started to give her attitudes towards her when she finds out he's dating her out. It is not wrong for her to go out on a date with him because she's single & she have all the rights to go out with whoever she wants too. She can't accept it. & now she's making the whole situation as a big issue!!! FCUK!!! Tuesday's NDP training was a boring one. The 6 of us came quite early. In the train we started playing "BOM-AH-PROT!!!" its a very funny game. We played "K-NITE". Each team have to guess the title of a song that the opponent is humming. We played the game till we reached Marina Platform. I can't deny that Ab looked different yesterday. I was lazy to put on the poweriser. He kept on smsing & disurbing me. He have a nice voice. He can sing but he's shy.He sung my favourite song; "Kau Ilhamku." You always smell nice.He smells of Davidov.I sat at one corner and continued smsing because Nadiah was no where in sight.That TKSS girl was beside me. After a few minutes Ab appeared. He sat beside me & gave me a cup of water. We talked and that girl intefered and asked him to leave. Ab:"Kay la,i jalan dulu.Orang halau ar!" Me:"Tak baik ar korang.." TKSS Girl:"Pergi la saner! Buat kejer tu.. Menyibok kat sini per hal...!" Ab: (was pissed off and left the place) Me:"Thanks ar eh!" (walked away & tries to find for Nadiah!) Back at holding area. He asked me to accompany him to go for a smoke.I did.Zaki followed up. That girl kept staring & she tries to know every single secret that they want to know about me & Ab. They asked Nadiah. Glad that she doesn't revealed any. Thanks beb! I owe you. He's been so sweet on that day. You're cute friend. Darling fetched me & we slacked over at Esplanade. Its been long since we have a chat together. I've been busy with school/work/NDP. I'm so sorry but i will try my best to have some time with you like normally have. ♥I miss you!!! The torn among the roses. Sweetie Us & the smoke machine. It was a Candid Shot!!!

Yesterday's NE show was a hell of a fun!!! Being the "motivator" but a skyrunner too was so great! Being in LG isn't that bad afterall. We were given the opportunity to interact with the people. Which is better. After that we get back to the carpark. He kept for me the ice-creams. & he gave me all 3 flavours. &the two TKSS girls was looking at me like as if they're going to eat me up. HAHA! After that i accompanied him & Wan for smoke break at the carpark. That was the smoking area. The rest joined in. We had a talk together. He left. The Mentor caught them smoking. Non of us was shocked. Nadia kept on smoking. Name was taken down. She was acting to be so caring about our health & all. BULLSHIT!!! I love the FINALE & FIREWORKS of course!!! Dance battle on the platform! Cool or What?! :) Thanks Ab for the chewing gums & bubble gums,ice-cream,drink & wet tissues.&& for the recordings. You have a nice voice. You can sing. Dearest Bf & adek fetched me. We met Ciner,Murai & Fad over at Marina Square. Bumped into Zuhairi. He was with his girlfriend.They're so sweet. Bf spend his night over at my place. I doozed of first because i was too tired. He played PS2 with adek. Woke up early in the morning and met Syamir. We helped Syamir to move all his things from his house to another house. Moving out!!! It is tiring!!! "Barang keras masok dulu eh!!!" ,Syamir's brother told us that. Syamir,Bf,Az,Ina & i was laughing like crazy. Hey dearest,the smellier you are the better!!! Like my mum always says "Kalau dah suka,kentot dier yang busok pon cakap wangi!" HAHA!!! I LOVE YOU!!! :)

Let's be frank here. He asked if i have feelings for him. I can't deny. I told him that i do have a crush on him but i don't mean to go any further. I love my Bf so much & i don't want to loose someone that i treasure the most. You might show me all this caring/kind/lovely charcteristic towards me. What if i were to be your girl later on? Will you treat me like how you treat me when we first met? Most guys that i've met they don't,are you one of them? I wouldn't want to be a bitch. A bitch that going around playing timer but she told her friends that she's a one woman's man. The bottom line is;i just want us to be friends. Treat me like a friends. Please!

On Wednesday,after school i met Bf,Adek & Wan at Bedok. We walked all te way to ITE Bedok because Bf wanted to take his Scholarship. Such an old school. I just got lots to say about that school. So sorry Bf & Wan. :)

On the way back to interchange Bf was being sulky.He didn't want to talk and so be it. At this point of time,i was walking alone.In front of me was Adek & Wan,Bf walked right at the back. I heard a loud horn and so i turned and i saw Ab & Hilmee. I was so happy that i totally forgotten about Bf's presence. I waved like a normal happy kid. HAHA! & he did that back-fire from his bike & he sped after that.Bf was fired up. I knew it. Its my fault! I told him who they are actually & thank god he could accept that fact that i'm only a friend to the both of them.

Bf is away for 2 days because he's having his live firing at Nee Soon Camp.
& just know i went to AMK to find a hoodie.Managed to get a Puma Hoodie. :) Ab arrived when i was having my lunch with Iffa.I pitied him that he have to walk alone in the mall for a while.After that we had a walk/talk with him & Iffa. He asked me if i smoke not.Iffa won't stop looking at him. HEHE! Cute right? He let me listen to the songs that he played for me on the guitar. He recorded it last night. So sweet of him. :) Thanks Ab. Have a safe ride to JB!!! See you tomorrow.

After that i went over to Merlion to meet Farah & Dzul. We had alot of fun laughing by the river.I thought of eating popeye but Farah was reluctant to go there. So we had KFC instead. At Esplanade,our performance song was played. HHAAH!!! They started the dance & i remembered the moves. Yeaaah!!! NDP was fun!!!

Bf didn't get his marksmen. Its okay dear. It not your luck. Next time ya.. Love you!!!

Boy,i don't think we're meant for each other. You're a friend and let's stay as it is. Your ex-s are just cheating on you because you're too kind to them. He's a nice guy to be with.

I have my Mr Nice guy. :) I don't need another. ♥


Lizz,Ab,Indera,Farah&Dzul;Memorable Night.


Lizz&Ab. The 4 of us.

My Sunshine & Littlest Rascal.

First thing first,its the Sentosa pictures. I've upload only some of it.

♥Our name.Mine supposed to be Lizah but he wanted it to be only Iz. A new name for me. ♥

Here we are,Ab,Dzul&myself.

Smile for the camera.Thanks Ab for taking our pictures & spending the day with us.

My National Day friends.

Im the monster & she's the Power Ranger. HAHA!!!

& AGAIN! To the rescue! :)

My full costume without the helmet & poweriser.

The NE Show was great. They did a great show. He didnt talk or smile at me. After the outing at ECP on Friday,he confessed to me that he likes me too much. & so he wanted to stop contacting with me. I was sad but then i have to accept this fact. Right from my heart i'll say that i miss him and yes i do miss him alot. I miss messaging and disturbing him when he was having training. I tried to be myself on that day but i can't. I just enjoyed myself with my friends.

I thon with darling over at esplanade. & he saw all Ab's message. Yes,i confessed to him. I do contact with him. I told him the truth about Ab. He broke down & tried to console him. I managed to gain his trust back. Thanks Nurza & Farah for all the advise given for this situation that i'm having.

On Monday,back to shool. I miss my mates. New topics that we're learning are dreamweaver & Photoshop. After school,Siti & i accompanied Farah to meet Indera. Indera called Ab down. I was nervous & i don't feel comfortable. I sent Siti to the MRT station. Ab followed me. He didn't talk at all. I started a onversation but he refused to response. I can't do anything if he doesn't want to talk. Its his choice. Met Farah & Indera. Farah kept asking me to talk but i did. I gave him my bottle of drink but he refused to drink it. I refused his offer of sending me home with his bike. I told him that i wanted to meet my cousin but i took the bus home actually. The sadness part was he didn't even say goodbye. :(

Yesterday was the NDP training. I was just hoping that he will smile,look or talk to me. At first he didn't. We console Hidayah because of her break up with Hakim. Sadness isn't it?? He wanted her so much but he left her after a few days. Farah was fed up with Indera. & i was sad with Ab. We changed to our home clothes. Nadia and i was just lazing around and when i talked to Hairi i saw he was looking at us & Hairi ended the conversation fast. During the grand finale,I was with the gang. My heart skipped a beat when i saw him in the CE. Dzul just can't stop cracking crazy joke. HAHA!!! My star-light was spoilt. The battery flew out from the holder. I wanted to do hand signals as usual with Dzul & Farah but didn't see me but i saw him. He smiled!!! I was so happy and i wanted to jump for joy. HEHE!!!

Besides that i had a debating session at One Raffles Link with that Bitch. She kept denying all the facts but i got all the points!! Even her friends didn't backup her. Dearie,thanks for standing by my side throughout the fight. Ab message me. He read the message. I was happy but i didn't show him that i was so happy that he asked me that question.

Boy,i think i like you. As a friend.

Yesterday's outing was fun. I took my O level certificate & the testimonial already. I met Yasi first and we went to Pasir Ris. Over at 230 there was a fight between PRCS & Siglapians. HAHA! Yasin and i was giggling all the way. Seniors of PRCS were showing of their bikes. Tak heran la!!! Baru KR per,aku dah naik Super 4. HAHA!!! Yasin and i waited for the rest of the guys. Lutfi just can't stop teasing Mr Singh for not cutting his beard and side-burns. Nearly all of the teachers are gone. Boring! Ms Koh left the school on last Monday. Meaning we're too late to even say goodbye. Thanks Ms Chua for all the support. After that i rushed back home and met Dzul & Siti. We went to Parkway Parade and wait for Farah. Had a mini shopping over at Giant. Off to ECP! Had camwhores as usual till the two hunks joined us. They were quiet at first. Ab started talking to me. Thanks a lot ehk Dzul for changing the sitting position.Idiot!!! I was cold and he kept wanting to take his jacket for me. Chaos happened when a cockroach came in the picture! HAHA! Kelakar la kau dzul. I HAD FUN!!! He sent me back home. Yes,i answered his millionaire question. HEHE!

Missing It!

As my dearest boyfriend can book in & out every single day. I feel like i've abandoned my friends.I used to have dinner or go home together with them. I miss that.Also i want to go home with my ITE/NDP friends after NDP reherseals and performance but he still want to fetch me. I want to ask him if i could go home with them for like once in a while. I don't have the courage to ask him.I don't want to hurt his feelings. I don't want him to have this thinking that i'm avoiding him so that i could go out with Ab but actual fact its NO! I'm not meeting Ab.Afterall i know my limits. We're just friends. Not more than that. He will find another girl and left me with only you. Ab will always be there whenever my NDP friends are there. When there is Indera,there will be Ab along.He is part of my NDP friend too. After work just now,i accompanied Ab for a while over at Whitesands. Nurza & Amanda was there too.They saw Ab. He kept searching for the Tazmania Devil soft toy. In the end he found it at Mini Toons.As he needs to book in at 9.30pm,we hopped on the bike and buzz off to Ubi. Haish!!! Tak habis-habis sesat tau.So Ab,the most appealing guy in your platoon is Zuhairi okay NOT Hakim. :) Hehee!!! You're such a talkative guy.I didn't know that you have quite a number of ex-s.Hot Stuff ke aper?! HEHE!!! He called Hakim up so that Hakim could sign in for him because he will be late.Smart!!! Jup called and asked him to buy gassy drinks. Idiot! Orang dah lambat lagik boleh pesan air. Sabo sey!!! Funniest part was this; *phone rang* I checked my bag. TADA!!! Its AB'S HANDPHONE!!!! *Indera Calling* Me:"Hello.." Indera:" Errr... Arrr.. Ab ader?!" Me:"HAHAHA!!! Ab tertinggal hp dier... Ni lizah!!" Indera:"HAHAHA!! Kay kay.. Thanks!" *laugh like mad!!!!* I looked at the hp and laughed to myself. Its so funny. I still haven't give him any answer to his question. I guess i'll leave it to farah to pass his hp back. Haissh.. Ab.. Ab.. Over at work,i'm irritated by her. Stop telling me about him because i don't want to know. The more i hear his name its hurting me. Stare at me all you want. It doesn't cause any harm to me. Its your eyes not mine. Bang that locker as hard as you could it won't scare me to quit my job. You're just a JERK!!!

My sunshine after the rain.

Thanks dearie for spending half of your day with me.I fetched him over at Yishun interchange and i bumped into nadia. We had a little chat. Dearie & i went off to Pasir Ris. We had breakfast over at KFC.I don't know why but he have been thinking about how large can my circle of friend goes. From Primary to Secondary to ITE to NDP and next could be Poly friends. He's getting more worry about my male friends. He said i got too many male friends rather than female. Yes,i do agree. I don't know why. Maybe it is just me. I grew up with male siblings the only female in the house is my mum. Don't expect me to play doll house with her right?! To entertain myself i mixed with my brothers. I guess that is how i got to know how to mix with my male friends rather than female.Its just a guess.No worries kay!!!

Over at work place. Abang Man get excited for i don't know why at first till Nurza told me. HEHE!!! So Spain won the match,thanks to Fernando Torress!!! YESSA!! Stocktake was tiring. Dearie feched me right after work & we head to Popeye for dinner. I love the fries!!! Yum Yum Yum!!! Dear,i love the part when we're in the MRT! HEHE!! Thanks for the loveliest night. && Happy One Year Anniversary Darling!!!
You will always be my baby & i'm loving you like i always did. :) I LOVE YOU!!!

GET WELL SOON HONEY!!!